Astronaut Shares Depression After Deluge of Online Abuse After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also featured high-profile passengers.
The high-profile flight was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, referring to a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the period after the flight.
She described the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and years of training to the personal milestone of her roots – was drowned out under the deluge of misogyny.
She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
A Path to Recovery
In the time since reaching space, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She added that amid the criticism, important benefits had emerged from the flight, such as increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that crossed the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also comprised experts in various fields.
The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a Amazon founder.